lately, i've been missing things. i really miss england. i want to go back and live there SO badly, i can't even express it. i miss gracey too. she's one of the only friends i have that is as miserly as i. all these strange feelings mixed with school and finding jobs and stuff. i don't really know how to react or live in the present, i think. the only solution? to travel. the only problem? i have to graduate and i have no money. that's two problems, but we won't concentrate on that. i wonder how you apply for jobs out of the country. they should have a shansi program for england...i could teach them how to...drive on the right side of the road, or, go back three months in fashion? i don't know, i'm good at spelling in the american fashion...something.